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ok.....is not wat i xpected....im totally wrong...wen baby came back from melakahe call me...but bfore dat i was meceging wif hafiz...den baby call....wen hes on the line i said 'tggu jap'den he waited...den i meceg hafiz to meceg me some other tyme..den wen i get back on the fone baby knew i meceg hym...he was mad at me...he said 'u tga meceg dierkn...??/gy layan dier uh!'...den he put down the fone....i waited for hym n yet he put down the fone in less than 5 mins...wat the hell...nvm...dah biaser dah mcm gik tuh...haiz....i still love hym...jady aper nak uat tolerate jer larh ngan prangai dier..

today is a cold,boring n sleepy day...its been raining since morning....yesterday had a friendly match with coral sec(floorball)...n yeah we won...hehe...yesterday the whole day meceg hafiz...the siglap sec 4 guy....watever...baby went melaka...tomoro den he will b back..ouh gosh..how i wish tyme went by a little bit faster...i 1 baby 2 come home asap...i mish talking wif baby..hope hes not angry or jealouse coz i meceg wif hafiz...like u shud not b jealouse...atleast hafiz meceg me...rather u...haven top up ur fone since few weeks or nearly 1month ago...today very lazy to meceg hafiz...yarh i still remember the coral sec guy...hes cute.......super cute.....hes around sec 2 or 3.. donnoe....i haf baby...1 is enough for me...more than enough...nak jage 1 jer dah susah...mcm jage baby kecyk...hahas...jkjk...wonder wats baby doing there at melaka...me im bored here....wish he cud call me tonite but dats impossible...obviously...n yeah i was sad coz yesterday i only play 1 tiny part of the game...floorball i mean with the coral's..haish....

yesh!finally 1month with baby...hehe....lamer jugak eh aku ngan dier...hahas...tk sangker....btw im not happy with hym just now in ther morning(12am)...i kinda merajok...but not....mcm mls nak layan dier....uke nah saketkn ati aku....tapi dier tak tao yg perangai & perbuatan dier menyakitkn hati aku...haiz...takper...sabar jer luh....sblm sempat dier ucapkan happy 1st anniversary aku dah tak tepon...binget sey ngan dier....tapi at least daku meceg hp dier happy 1st anniversary...da cukop bagoz darh..hahas.....i ask hym to cal me nak tanyer bende den dier tak cal..haiz..takper luh...hhmmm......will we last long...?i dont noe....

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ive planned to mit hym tomoro...aft floorball/hockey....i hope we will mit..the last tyme i c hym was last day of skewl..oh gosh...dats was soooo long ago....yeah...im still waiting fr his pics....its hard to get his pics..tggukn gmbr dier mcm tggu buah jato sey...hahas...im bored at home...bt luckyly i went out yesterdat...dats gd...atleast i did go out...gtg...nid to go shop buy something...bbye...

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2 days ago i got a chance to tolk wif hym my old fone...luckyly i got an extra fone n simcard...my p8 simcard...tuh pon da nak habes...we tolk n tolk n tolk....den we both made a record 'talking on the fone fr 5 hrs'we both were happy...1st time sar aku bebual gik tuh nyer lamer...hehe....he used the house fone.. i use my fone..incoming fwee..naseb baek....kalo tak p8 aku skrg darbes darh....we both put the fonr at 5am...next morning i made a new record'woke at 1p.m'...in my whole lyfe the latest woke up is 1230 sey...hahas...im soooo happy get to talk wif hym dat long..luckyly his cordless house fone ader battery dat lasted....gd ting....the part talkiing to hym is i will always laugh....i guess i laugh more than 5 times talking to hym....its fun talking to hym...gd ting he remembers some tings i hate n trys to avoid it...like talking bout soccer all the tyme..hahahahas.....n he said dat next year he wanted to change his jersey no.frm 5 change to 7...hmm...atleast i like 7 more than like 5....my hockey jersey is 16..class t-shirt no.9..diz year index no. 11...hhmm.....im so hungry now..haven eat morning n luch yet...im starving...my mum cook nasi goreng..mmm....my fav...even my mum cook nasi goreng fr a week also i dont mind...if my mum cook smbal dishes fr a mnth oso idk...i will b more happy..hm...baby like 2 eat vegtables..eee....i dint like it except sayo kang kong...dats ok....bt baby likes to eat pucuk ubi..i dont even dare to taste it...my family likes it....b i dont...hmm...starving now..im off to eat...my nasi goreng is waiting fr me..hehes..bbye..ouh yar i 4gort to say smlm baby neva call me....sobb2...i bet hes tired n slept early..nvm its ok...

how i wish i dont even exists in diz werld...i hate my lyfe!...ddk uma mcm maid sey...kene uat ni larh tuh larh.....boring sey...nak kua nary tapy tak bley plak....binget sey...!!!btw smlm i tolk to hym..tapi skejap jer...my mum tarik my hp again...!!!she overheard me talking on the fone...yeah...coz i scream at the fone coz he cant hear wat i was saying..nvm..atleast get to tolk to hym..:)...hehe...like usual i get irritated wif hym...sometimes...i think he rather sings on the fone than listen to wat i haf to say...coz i noe i dont always get the chance to tolk to hym everydae....hu noes now im writting in diz blog the next 5 mins im dead...u n i wont noe wen i will b dead...btw he told me dat he didnt call me for the last 3 days coz hes sick..hhmm...hope wat he said is true...rather lying to mie...i was going nuts at home for the past 3 days....hopeing he alrite at home...hu noes mayb hes at the hospital or something...bt atlest kes kinda of ok...atleast he can tel me dats hes sick...not making me worried at hm...haiz...btw its over...just 4get bout it...hhmm...wen will i ever get to mit hym n hug hym...mishing hym loads....

im so got damn stupiddd........im sooo 4getfulll.......yyyyyyy????im soooo stupidd.....k wat happen is here goes the story....since i don haf a diary n haf no time to on the comp coz late at nite so my fone becomes my diary..i wrote wat i felt n saved it in my fone...if im not wrong i wrote 9 or 10 pages...actually it was 1215...i took 15 min to write it...while writting on a song frm my fone....malay song..."dik-wali band or something"den i while i was writting,i fell asleep.i didnt even save wat i wrote...den at 1am i got up to off the song.at dat time i was half asleep...my eyes just wanted to go back to sleep...den i accidentally sent the meceg to hymmmmm!!!!!!!it was fr me to keep!!!!not fr hym to read!!!!im so going to be dead......want to noe wat i wrot in the meceg ask me urslef k...

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im i lucky to haf hym or am i so stupid to stil haf hym with me...which 1...i hope im the lucky gurl to haf hym...day n nite i think of hym..dono if he wil think of me...i hope yes.........well im bored...hmm..baby,just telling u dat now a days im feeling kinda lonely...the last time u called me like 3 or 4 days ago....i bet dat his not reading diz...nvm its ok...how long shud i wait bfore i can burst everything out???im so fedup with hym...he wont cal me unless its important...haish...kalo aku mati pon dier tak tao agaknyer...haish....now im meceging haziq..1 of my classmates...hes only a friend...bukan scandle aku taw!....wonder if hes going to cal me tonite...i bet hes not going to..i wish he wud....hmmm...mishing my baby loads.....hmmm thinking of if i ask hym fr break...wat will he say....i wont ask fr it now aniway...still can hold on to his perangai...haish...

hahahaha...haqim2.....penipu haram...dier kalo dah ader confem kene maki2 siot hahas....PENIPU!!!dat was wat he said to mi last tyme..now he gets it back..palepuki betol...mcm paham jerk dekni kater tak uke ni 1 pompan...nak tipu org pon tgk arh org cket...he likes diz gurl name lina...Sy*******....hahas...aku pon tak heran dier uke tuh pompan...watever...TAPI takya kater aku penipu per sial...yeah fyi fr dose ppl out dare shes kiut n pweety...bt idk,i dont give a damn bout her n cn go 2 hell...hahas...pictures tell everyting..tak paham gy check haqim nyer friendster profile nye pics k...

hockey camp was loads of fun...(eventhough its tiring)cause dares no training,only hockey n floorball friendly games..it was fun...bt we still nid to run suicide...morning run is wat i hate...lari punye larh jao...the food on the 1st day not really nice...bt ok larh..we had a camp frm mondae till thursday.bt i went home on wed nit..coz of something...dat nite we had BBQ(at skool)..it was sooooo fun...i help mis chin 2 fan her side...yaya(amirah 107) help coach to fan his side...zahirah help to put butter on the satay..the rest also help 2...there was lots of food till mkn tak terhabis...hehe..have sambal stingray(ikan bakar...may fav),satay(kambing),BBQ chicken,crabstick,hotdog n garlic bread....it felt like as if we had a BBQ at east coast..hahas...den mis chin on the music player...mcm2 lagu..den we all dance like crazy ppls..haha..no1 noes xcept just us...btw we BBQ near the canteen..near the carpark...amirah n shaf went to buy carchoal...seriously it was much fun dat nite...bt too bad i had to go..atleast i had a fun time to...hehe...yeah n i guess my phobia of going to TP pitch is gone...bttt not totally...still scared of having fitness there...bt abit only...i guess i still have a long way to go bfore dis phobia is totally gone forever...

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