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hahas....1st thing in the morning tie hair...den do hw n stuff....den "she" came....hahas....cant stop laughing bout it....i sort of like hate her...n kind of gado with her....she like tel her secrets to saz...den hafizah say like y never tell her...n she starts to talk craps....blabbers.....diz is wat she say..."KORANG tgglkn aku ngan asyurah n filzah(is not dat bad rite) den korang gy recez.gini kau kater kwn??uat per nak blang korang sumer??"dats wat she said.....den i said back"a aku tak heran arh psl secret kau tuhh".....i said dat bcoz anis hater KORANG tadyk...if she had said "kau" pat hafizah aku tak heran larh eyhks n u shud c her phetatic face!....sad part...DAYANA CAME 5 MINS LATE!!!!.....she hated herthe most...if she wer dare confem gado lagyk rabak seyh.....hahas.....n in class,me,dayana n some1 make fun of her....hahas.....abt her n the security guard becoz of detention....aft skewl lepak....n docorate the noticeboard...den lepak again..den c azman n company....goin home...i supposed so....den i went home......haha...k larhs...noting more to rite...bbye...

just now was a great day...i made new friendz..haha...who??nawa...i noe im slow to make friends with her....im not so friendly like dayana...haha....nawa is fun to hang out with...confem akn ketawe nyer......n she kind n PWEETY...hehe...just now suddenly got training.....bad luck...esok pon ader...tiring seyh...dont feel like going....nid to run 30 sprints of the stretch of the hall....tiring..................but i still survive...hahas....feel like quitting n joining photography....seems like fun.....but mayb boring sometimes......but i cant waste all my hard work for hockey......tomoro coach comming...just now only mis chin take over hym......hmm......just now saw murtadha...haha...he look wierd.....just dont 1 2 say it....n like usuall...soooooo sombong...4get bout hym...go on with life.....but i will never 4get this 1 person in my mind alwaes.....n yeah just now azman came to skewl...wohoo!!!...soooo happy...dono y...aft some days absent from skewll.....hes growing taller........hehe...kiut.....ok...gtg...bbye!

okae.....im back...from where???jb.....tired?a bit....wat time?1030pm....wat did i do there?cut grass!!!hehe....n BBQ...loads n loads of fun...eventhough tiring..... :(sad...y?didnt take pic....but overall fun....yesterday left jb abt 930.....lucky dares no jam...if not reach home abt 11 i think....my granmother n aunty went home today.....n yeah i didnt had to take the bus...hehe...i tumpang my sedare....phew....hehe...gtg...bye...

ok...later aroung 3 or 4 im going to JB.....by the BUS!!!...ouh damn...so lazy sia.....its been nearly 2 years since i took the bus to JB...i usually go there by the car.....im half sick....i got runny nose,i slight fever n a slight headache...but still nid to go JB...so malas seyh....take bus some more...i cant stay at home..no 1 to jage me if im sick....if i dint go den my mum n sis had to stayat home with me...den they dont get to haf fun there...so im going JB eventhough im sick......all my relatives doing a BBQ there.....ok larh....i oso 1 2 go...But not by the bus pls.......i hate going by bus....just pray hard theres not many ppl...n yeah last thursday if im not wrong airah was sick....i pity her.....hope she gets well soon....n both me n adilah having runny nose...hahas...by bryan's sickness larh...i sat infront of hym...adilah sit beside hym...wonder y farah didnt get a runny nose eventhough she sat the other bside of bryan..???hahas...ouh nvm....n for yesterday azman didnt come to skewl....hope he comes on wed....ive partially pack my stuffs but dono wat beg to bring...if possible i dont 1 2 bring my dickies bag...later got dirty there.....hehe....so i think im gona bring another bag......i dono how long im gona b stucked there....asap im home i update my blog....n yeah i 4got...i hope i haf time to take pics....hehe...gtg...bbye...

i was totally sad today...totally....1st in the morning i was sad already...y?...becoz azman neva came skewl....its nearly 1 week since he came skewl..im so worried....i hope he come to skewl tomoro.....plz5.....den hockey...i was group with fatin n saqinah...we ar like the worst in the whole team....me n fatin mostly watch them play.....were damn sad........den murtadha just break up with me...haish....today was the worst day of the month!hmmm...just now mascot thingy my class won...blah3...so cacat yet can win...n yeah valentines day is coming soon.....ive plan to buy something to most of my x's....yg rapat n single jer.....hehe.....i hope3 azman come to skewl tomoro...plz5.....

every1 said dat baby is going to break up with me...haizz...i dont noe....i really3 wish dats not true....whenever i c hym in skewl im like a stranger to hym........y???ok...i just cried just now....bcoz of something...n just now at NP something happen....it involves ite students...n i regret bout it sooo much...!!!!me n baby are like reaching the breaking point soon....i wish i wish i wish he dosent haf to make me do it....i still love hym a lot eventhough he always make me _ _ _.......and all the _ _ _ _ _ pain ive gone thru...haizz......wat shud i do....wait till fridae?how i wish sec 1 students neva eva eva step in our skool.....

it felt like so short....now me n baby 2 months already....im soooo happy!!!!but at the same time sad plus2 confused...will baby read this or not...hmm...dono larh....i wish he read it.....shud i or shud i not....haizz.....so many things running in my mind now.....baby i mish u soo damn much!...Finally 2 months anniversary....it happens soo fast....i wish our relationship has no intruders.....i mean it....if there is i will hate the person till i die!hehe....mish my baby lots n lots n lots...hopefully mit hym tomoro...

yesterday was CCA fair n ADILAH'S BIRTHDAY...plan to lapak with baby aft skewl sblm cca fair tapi tak jdy den i stayed in school all the way...adila came back abt 2...she teman me go eat...den abt 3+ i sat wif ana n shafiqah....den Zahirah .G threw a full water bttl at ana..but bad luck ana didnt catch it n it hit my head...ouch!...dat hurts a lot...den i got a head ache fr a while...den ok already...went back home abt 9+..reach home at 10...talk with baby for a while den had to put down the fone....den i go to sleep....boring n tiring day..hehe...n yeah i saw airah n i smiled at her:)...i tot she not coming coz her blog say she sick..den i read again den i noe..im happy to c her..shes nyce...

Happy 14th birthday!!to adilah sygku,may all ur wishes come true...i love u sooo much...i hope were friendz 4eva...love u sooo much...tata...u will always b my fren no matter wat!hehe...

with lots of love,
shazwani...

just now had floorball training...like always i become the substitute...binget n sedih seyh...mcm dah ader cap kat dahi aku nie "substitute"...asl seyh??:(....i feel like crying just now...eventhough im not dat gd but bcoz of coach i like got no mood to play just now...alar...if i play oso he neva see...den for wat seyh..mcm dulu arh me n musfirah dah maen bagoz2 den dpt toa dier tak tgk kiter maen pon..mcm sial kn...i like hockey n floorball but coach sometimes mcm tak fair seyh...den 1 more thing,coach slalu letak sume yg bagoz 1 grp yg tak bagoz lagyk 1 grp...abeh kalo yg tak bagoz maen dgn yg bagoz mesti dorang takde confident nak maen seyh,coz dorang tao dorang tak bleyh menang nyerkn...n mesti yg grp bagoz menang kn...kalo coach mcm jumble gi tuh kn baggoz...

tadi pagi aku gado ngan dayana...hahass.....gado case mayen2 nyer...dier uhh yg sart dulu..kite tga ddk pat canteen pagy2...den she started screaming at my ear...aku dah binget aku tolak dier...until she fell...den dier da bgn dier tarek rmbt aku...saket cket uh...den frm there we started pulling each other's hair...getah rmbt dier kaler pink hilang..i dono go where.....den da sampai parade square pon maceh gado...i wontlet go of her hair until dayana stop pulling mine...atlast she let go...wasylah 1st time seh kater aku violent...sampai lah 1st lesson start...i sat behind her..i can pull her hair anytime tapi mcm tak baek kn..i oni do it when she starts doing it...den tros dabes....The End...a jap3....blm habez...pas kola syak plak tarek rmbt aku daera canteen...since azman was there so i wont run like mad woman...i walk n chase her smpi lua kola...biler azman dah takder den aku kejar dier n i pull her getah rmbt...den went mkn...The End...

now im in sec 208...bt i still tot dat im in sec 1..hahas...aniwae 1st day was great..totally happy to mit all my frens..especially baby..he look sooo cute...n yeah he cut his hair...but he hated it...i dont gif a damn bout his hair aniwae..hahas...okae...he was a diff abit...yeah dosent mix around wif the usuals....wierd...ok watever...hmm..sec 1 uh???some to me like minahs...but all my fren kater dares a lot of them..met Sab frm my skool...the 1 which i don really like...for my frens all like still the same...only got a shocking news frm saz...aniwae lets not talk bout her or im goin 2 b dead on mondae...u noe y....my class is at level 2..in the middle of 202 n dono wat..i hate dat class...soo hot..mcm dlm oven sey...its the new block...upstairs is 203 n something..bottom level 205 & 201...some reasons...1st day recez sux..i didnt get to eat..came down slightly late n ramai org..bodoh nyer cikgu nak tggukn bell sngt..atlast tak dgr2 jugak..den had no choice jdy eat pas skolah...ouh yarh...4got to say dat i met baby quite a lot of times at skewl...but im like a stranger to hym..ouh nevermind..he says he not goin tio mit me until hes hair grows....wow..dats a freaking long time...aper sey..just bcoz of small thing oni..haish..nvm...