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today...now...having a bad hair day...later mit hym...den later got ptc...idioit ptc...its either my mum or sis going....haiz....im freaking damn bored....cant wait to mit hym later...but i bet its going to b boring...y?....only 2 of us...unlike a date...if its a date i dont mind..but this is usual day out woth hym...nothing special rather...the only thing is its our 3rd week...going to b 1month soon...haiz...till here...bbye!

i woke up arnd 7..had a shower...den talk with mum...den she left work..called baby...like usaul he off his fone wen he sleep....tot dat he wud wake up soon..but he didnt...so called his house(i was not supposed to call aniwae)...no1 picked up the fone...haiz...den got no other way so i just do my e learning thingy

arnd 8+..do the damn maths...den 9+ do eng....den abt 9:45am baby called...he just woke up...den i told hym i called his house n no1 pick it up..den he scolded me for calling his house anihow....u didnt 1 hym to woke up late for the damn elearning...so i called hym larh...dah bagoz aku call kau nak bgn kn kau jdy kau tk dpt a big ZERO...haiz...instead he scolded me...atleast ckp arh thank u..walaopon i noe i dserve a scolding frm hym..*sobb2*

so since dah binget n sedyh ;(....put down the fone......blogg...n now i 1 2 eat...wat a bad luck today..im going to b home till 230 bfore going to skewl for hockey,n my mum cook the laok yg aku TRPALENG aku tak suker...!!which is lemak chili padi...walao..i hate it sia...naseb ader sambal sardine..bley aku mkn..hehe...till here...bbye..

today training was short..many ppl got NDP n science worhshop..in the end left 6 ppl.shafiqah,anna,amalia,ain n yanti n me ofcoz....help sec1...teach them how to hold stick n all those stuff....

den lepak with him n his friend..wakaka...sim card dier terlock bcoz he put pin..den dono wat happen den nid to get his pin back like dono how....den went to eat at semi...he had to left early..he went n i lepak wif bdk2 NDP...den head home...

today not many stories...very boing..xcept skewl hours...tomor got e-learning...damn larh...nak kene bgn pagy2..haiz....i feel like calling hym now...but his fone the thingy...haiyo..!kn skrg menyusahkan diri sendiwk...

Y do i always quarell wif hym..?

For once,cant my mum just appreciate hockey...she wud never agree anything dats got 2 do wif hockey...im happy to b in hockey now rather in npcc or ncc...coz hockey is wat i love...she once forced me to join uniform grp but i just dont like it...my other 3 siblings were in uni. grp.coz they was forced to...my mum was in uniform grp last time...

if my other siblings had to do their parade or watever she wud go...she didnt work by dat time...even pat hometeam yg jao tuh dier sanggop pegy stakat nak tgk kakak aku marching n dpt award ume arh...yg aku nie dier tak kesah coz now dier dah keje...

on friday i told her dat tomoro dat i wont b playing 7 aside...den she said might as well i quit bcoz i dont always get to play...in every cca ur like dat...u cant force 10 ppl to play wen it can only play 7 ppl...she said dat im not good dats y i didnt get a chance to play...i noe i suck at hockey but i love hockey eventhough im not good at it...

The next day which is sat nite(yesterday)i mxg hym saying dat tomoro i wont b c-ing hym coz we will left early n i said i wont b playing aniwae...den he said dat im just not dat good...my heart crash..1 after the other..................;(den he said he was joking only...but still wat he said was true.....im nothing in my team........till here..how i wish time wud stop ticking so dat i cud waste my time crying everyday.....

N yeah i get to noe dat he dont eat cheap2 chocolates..he only eat Cadbury n Ferrero Roche...watever larh..ignore the spelling...he have allergies wif most of they type of chocolates...so sad...he cant enjoy super wonderful chocolates....he will throw up if he ate some of the chocolates....so sad...pity him...hahas....n his mom uat curry puffs...uuuu...sweet...nyce....i just love them....but i dont eat the sardines 1....hmm...i guess dats all....till here..bbye ppl!

just now in the end went out wif .......actually supposed to go out wif zahirah n saqinah...den zahirah tak jdy pegi...den phone saqinah...asked her wether 1 2 go out wif 2 ppl onli(boringkn 2 orang jer) den if not i go out wif hym,den qinah said nvm...den went out with him n .....we were supposed to study...den....

When reached pasir ris library,we didnt even study at all...i didnt bring a book at all...den he said i was a distraction >>>>>=.=">>>> walao...k nvm....haha...i get to noe his weakness..wakakakaka....takder keje, kacau dier..hahas...aft talk2 den arn 3 wen aries...den went to mac...after dat went home....till here...bbye ppl...

Just now was fun lepak-ing wif hafiz,filzah,azri,nadia,fitriyani n nazif...tapy sedyh aku..how i wish i can teleport or split my body to half n join zahirah,dayana,saqinah n amalia..:(...1st lepak pat bawa blok...den ketawe gyler rabak...den went mac..nadiah alek gy tukar baju...den went library...den went sunpla n den went lib again....den we cam-whore at the lib like mad ppls..bnyk siak gmbr...hehe...den headed home...sorry zahirah n all tak dpt lepak ngan korang tady.......

omg...how long must i wait for him to online...lamer siak...da tao aku bgn lambat instead of 8.30 just now..expecting him to on9..ouh nvm...both of my legs ar aching..i had been sneezing room just now...haizz....its kind of cold in my room here...im too lazy n tired to study...mls seyh nak blaja to english...hhmm...

ive been thinking abt many things lately...stress sia.................cpt2 larh exam dabes...yawn*yawn*..im sooo damn sleepy...k n finally hes on9..k larh..tille here aites..bbye ppl...tkcr..gd luck for ur exams.:)in the end we chat for 30min...-.-"..

Gosh...hes waiting for my answer...wat shud i say.

will u lose ur friends or.ur wanna b bf.i cant lose both at the same time..im i said no he'll b damn sedyh..if i say yes i will mayb lose my friends or i have already lose them bfore i ahd him..i felt leftout justnow..its been a long time since i lepak wif dem...haizz...im so scared dat "she" will hate me for watever im going to do...im scared of losing my friends...but i cant see him heartbroken...hes waiting on my ans..ouh god,pls help me......

stupid idoit pukimak sialan punyer abg..siak jerh dierh...he spoilt my happy day...which is omn friday...wats so wrong for saying the wrong thing..its not like i commit a sin or wat...stakat bebual jerh per...he pissed me off 4 times in a day...he kept scolding for a small reason..like..walao.......geram seyh...!atleast my mum try to defend me...wats so wrong nak me-lawah hari2?tak menyusahkan kau perh..bodo punyer abg...
i just said that i 1 2 b a model(canot wear thight fiting clothes n all) taw stewardess(nid to serve wine) or fashion designer(cannot create open clothes)...i noe all 3 off them against my religoin..i only said dat..itd not like as if i did dat al stuff..mepek seyh....n he said that i talk without thinking...haiz...talkling is a way off letting out my expression of my stressness cannot b what i dream off...so..wats ur problem..da bagoz aku diam ar eyhk..kalo tak sumer ape kau kater aku tengking alek arh...!i hate my brother...