Sunday, May 24, 2009
For once,cant my mum just appreciate hockey...she wud never agree anything dats got 2 do wif hockey...im happy to b in hockey now rather in npcc or ncc...coz hockey is wat i love...she once forced me to join uniform grp but i just dont like it...my other 3 siblings were in uni. grp.coz they was forced to...my mum was in uniform grp last time...if my other siblings had to do their parade or watever she wud go...she didnt work by dat time...even pat hometeam yg jao tuh dier sanggop pegy stakat nak tgk kakak aku marching n dpt award ume arh...yg aku nie dier tak kesah coz now dier dah keje...
on friday i told her dat tomoro dat i wont b playing 7 aside...den she said might as well i quit bcoz i dont always get to play...in every cca ur like dat...u cant force 10 ppl to play wen it can only play 7 ppl...she said dat im not good dats y i didnt get a chance to play...i noe i suck at hockey but i love hockey eventhough im not good at it...
The next day which is sat nite(yesterday)i mxg hym saying dat tomoro i wont b c-ing hym coz we will left early n i said i wont b playing aniwae...den he said dat im just not dat good...my heart crash..1 after the other..................;(den he said he was joking only...but still wat he said was true.....im nothing in my team........till here..how i wish time wud stop ticking so dat i cud waste my time crying everyday.....