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ur just simply such a liar...
why do u haf to do this..?
im more sad than angry.
im like a stupyd gerl to fall fr ur act.
i shouldn't have trust u so much.
for 4 days or mayb even 5 days,
u lied to me till now...
if wat rostam said is true,
this is for u...
bi,ur such a liar!
n if its not true,
u were really hospitalised,
than prove it to me.

k,thats enough...
today basically slacked..
went home aft skewl..
bfore dat,tlg with the noticeboard.
do check it out yeah...
den lepak bawa blok jap..
den went home...
cuci kasot then bathe..
bdk baekkn cuci kasot...
hehe...jkjk...
now currently doing nthg...
dg lagu jek n alone....

bacer blog dayana...
like wow...!
bnyk nyer tag yg...
pergadohan antaer evss n tws..
haizzz.....waste tyme btol...
yg evss nie pon 1,
dah enough 2 enough larh..
ader lagyk bleyh kutok2 skola laen..
maner larh tak kene alekkn..
tak gune seyh gado2 nier sumer...
kalo bleyh evss ppls,
jgn layan pls....
this thing wont end kalo korang continue..
k larhs till here ppls...
bbye..love u,muackz!
hahas....

today lessons we boring...
almost sleep during hist...
i went home early since got no mood...
b didnt txt me at all....
went home arnd 2.10 n txt b...
than went to my lalaland werld..
woke up arnd 6...
check hp got 2 mxgs
1 frm sis asking where am i...
another was elyandi saying smthg..
this few days had been heartbreaking day for me...
thigs happened to fast...
is this a reality or just thigs that will end soon...
y are my werds and prediction became true....?
haizz....only god noes how i feel now....
i feel like sitting on top the tallest building now...
this month really is a challenging month fr me...

pic above is RHD pics...i noe im slow...nak upload pics ader cket mcm sial...

today basically nothing much happen....
usuallsss.....
baby's sick....:(
get well soon bi....
skewl star lesson was not boring for the 1st tyme...
played some games....
aft skewl got archery.....
the main person,erah kater dier maki2....
i dont really noe larh.....
den slack.....
it was raining...
mandi hujan like duh....
sumer tak bawak payong xcept zul..
den home sweet home....
esok plak tot of nak cabot science...
tuh bodo nyerh nyer xtra class....
nak gy aner...?
ader larhs....

todays horoscope...

If you've got a secret hope or dream, let it out and give it some space to grow.

Who's jealous? You? Believe it or not, you just might be. And if you feel guilty about working so much and taking time away from your loved ones, the attention that someone else shows them could be enough to stretch even the most open-minded, freedom-loving person past the breaking point. That's if you're not careful. But you'll be careful. And more attentive?

till here ppls...

bi....i misss you...

yesterday txt yandi aka "ayan"
hahass....jahat eyhk wani...
wonder hu created dat name for hym...
things is still okae....
dier mintak *****...
dono wether to accept or not...
dlm ati mesti larh nak kn...
tapy pkae2 alek mcm tak nak gytuh...
becoz of some reasons...
n if i 1 2 txt hym nk kene tggu dier...
tggu dier txt me dat can txt hym...
haizzzzzzzzz......
n i nid to come bedok stakat nk umpe dier..
kimak.....
jao larh siaaaa....
atleast eyhk,dier dtg tamp ader 1 strait bus home.
yg aku nie,kene tukar2 bus...
haiyyoooo....
bi,u can dream on meeting me almost everyday eyhk...
limit2 once every 2 weeks....
tuh pon kalo aku sanggop nk gy saner uh..


kene quaretine best jugak...
yg tak gerek nyerh byler recess...
we dont get to eat wat we want..
mondae idc im gonna bwk keropok...
den takder pe.homec n d&t n etc..
dlm blek air con....
sejuk gyler babii....
mcm nak bawak selimut siaa...
hahahas....


today boring day.......
sumer ader ndp.....
sial punyer kakak....
tot of going ndp wif her since mum had to work..
den she don want to go with me....
fuck sia dat bitch!
nak pegy ngn kawan dier jerk...
banyak cantek muker kau....
prangai maken lame maken sial...
skrg dah pandai tindek sini saner..
tindek pepek kau larh sial...
bodo nyer kakak....
bdk2 ndp sumer buzy....

mr. hafiz hawt gyler larh seyh...
my IPW cikgu...
hes from a band....
how can a band member,
stucked in east view.....
skolah yg tak seberaper...
hahahasss.....
wierd seyh......

blogg got problems....
tak bleyh upload gmbr...
aku dah penat2 transfer gmbr...
in the end tak bleyh upload..-.-"
bodoh larhs.....
nak tggu c dek nyhk txt nyerh larh lamer...
limit2 esok baru txt,kalo tak pon mondae.
haaaaaiiiiizzzzzzz........
mish hym siaaa......
till here ppls...

today....
tournament pagyk2...
kalah n end up in a fight..
got misunderstandings...
me lyke usual kene marah ngn coach..
dah terlalu biaser....
otw back nik txt me....
den went to class...
den aft skewl tot of playing pool pat safra.
tapy terlalu ramai org...
so cganger plans....went to kfc pat tm n eat..
den went to ntuc..
dorang sumer blik sushi....
nik blanje meee....wheeee!
hehe...thx nik.....
den head home...
im going ndp esok....
ntah larh...
dono got what...
me n my sis...
bro got fweee tickets..
yeywhoooo!!!!!

bi...i still love you...alot...but im scared if i make decision too fast i will make the same mistake....give me tyme kay....

today was the worst day of the month....
tadyk pagy,1am,gado ngan kak ira....
becoz of her not wanting to listen to my stories...
all this while i hear her stories psl mataer dierh...
den bile dah pagy nak gy skola,gado ngan dier...
pasal aku mls nak amekkn brg dierh...

den went to skewl dah binget2....
den happy to c adilah coming with cookies...
den txt hym to tell bout wat happen in the morn.
den waited n waited but gt a mxg frm a diff. prsn..
den got mxg frm .........
den my heart just simply shattered into pieces....
i had to do it n its not wat want....
the rest of the day got no mood...
but my friends cheer me up....!
dorang laugh here n there...
so wats the point i sad2 rite.....(tak gune)
so i tried to 4get bout the mxg....
den the rest of the day as per normal...
went home n on comp....
on comp n search for a 2 songs...
he txt me yesterday saying he wanted to sing it to me..
so carik tuh lagu n hear it.....
is there a meaning to songs........
y did it seems wierd as if planned...
as if he noes dat were going to break up...
tittle,gugurnya bunga cinta n terima kasih...
haizzzz,i dont noe larhs.....
till here...bbye...
i wish things didnt turn out this way....

izinkan aku sayang,
menyentuh perasaanmu,
biar gelora,cinta semalam,
izinkan aku sayang,
merinduimu selalu,
biar bergetar nalurimu,

walau berkali kau membenci,
cintaku takkan hilang,
himpunkan semua kemaafan,
dengarkan oh rintihan,
andainya kau pergi,
gugurlarh bunga cinta,

terpadam mentari,
yang menyinar oh...
pulanglah oh sayang,
kau ku nanti ppenuh pasti,
rintihan kecundang,
untukmu oh sayang...

got racial harmony....
funfunfun...
d&t gy north park dgn baju tuh...
penat oi dawi skola jln all the way...
den last 2 hours slack....
cikgu tak dtg n hist slack2...
aft skewl went to mit elyandiiiiii....
went to library to enjoy air con...
den saw alep n his fren...
den went kfc...
amalia n dayana n me 1 table..
hym n his fren another table...
den took 38 n went home...
computer mcm setan jdy tak bleyh upload pics..
sowieeeeeeeeee.......

no taste sia dat gurl.....
gosh..guitar dier silver colour lar seyhh....
nyceeee.....

we won against Si Ling Sec...score 5-1...
they are very friendly,ader bleyh bobal2 lagyk....
headed back to skewl arnd 5 da sampai....
eat roti prata pat depan skola....yum2...
went home,bathe n sleep till 9....
woke up,eat,gosok baju for tomoro n talked...
talked to my dear elyandi,n gonna mit hym tomoro...

esok got racial harmony....
so im wearing pum shoes...
mls nak kai kasot ttgi....
wearing all black n white....
amalia wearing uniform seyh..
haisshh...
den aft skewl umpe dier..
dgn baju tuh taw....
den gonna have a nyce tyme..
till here,bbye everyone...

i hate teck whye sec....

b i love u lots....

its raining here in simei...
my makcik dawi johor datang..
kecoyh seyh...
currently tga txt elyandi..
prepaid aku lagy 2 hari confem dabes...
tuesday tot of meeting hym..
asl larh dier tggl jao narh....
tuesday plak ade racial harmony...
hmmm......
wonder wat are they going to wear...
goshhhhh.....
i mish hym a lottt......
later mayb going out...
dono where to...
hw melayu,dialog blm uat lagyk....
haizzz.....
malas siottt.....
till here ppls...
bbye!

today i woke up with a wide smile...
receive mxg from elyandiiiii......
it was actually sent 1.38a.m..
it was a poem,like always....
it goes like this....

on mondae,i lost my wallet,
on tuesday,i lost my pen,
on wednesdae,i lost my eraser,
on thursday,i lost my pencil,
on friday,i lost my pencil case,
on saturdae,i lost my NDP shirt,
on sunday,i lost my bike,
one whole week i lost everything...
but ur love i will nvr lost it...;)

then went back to sleep...
was to tired n partially sick...
got up around 12+..
ate spagetthi....
and now blogging...
haizzz.....

Nur Shazwani Cayang Mohammad Elyandi

b....i miss you lots n lots....!

skwel...
sial arh...mendak gyler siott....
tapi lessons were quite fun...
class aku 11 org tak dtg.
worst attandence in 2 years of 208.
amalia,yana,qinah,anderson,bryan n loads more...
hist aku sowang jek dlm grp..sial arh....
slack n watch vid.
pakai hp,cikgu tak kesah...
nik takder keje call2 org...
maths learn the same thing bt a bit new stuff..
rest for 10 mins bfore recess...
science went to lab to do quiz...
me,kirah n filzah on friendster...
me n kirah fail the quiz..
both of us dpt 45%...
jiwerrr....

aft skwel kwn rapatku n erah teman me for a little while..
went to kfc to change baju...
was supposed to have training....
didnt go coz tired,lazy n im the only 1 in all my friends...
aft dat mit baby!!!hell yeah.....
kwn rapatku n erah dpt tgk muker dier face 2 face...
den they head home...
takde kerje,since too bored,play badminton.
with baby ofcozz...
i suck....
it was my 1st time playing with net...
btol2 mcm sial...
den play doubles against norizam n dono hu...
hahas..had fun..
then lepak pat cafeteria...
ate keropok den went to tamp stadium...
walk n jog since i didnt come fr training...
den aft 3 or 4 laps,slack...
ddk2,bobal2...
den he sat with me...
i took his specs from 420 till 535.
dier tuh potek,so he cant see...
degrees dier 500+....walao....
bt still i kept his spec.
he have to walk around without it...
hahas...
jahat eyhk wanii...
gosh i didnt noe......
i didnt noe my bf pakai cekak rambot..
-.-'he said his hair was long...
mcm pompan seyh...
hahahs
den head home...

home sweet home...
text bi that im home..
den i slept at the sofa..
den he txt me dat he was home...
bt too bad i was asleep...
since to tired n got headache so i slept for some time...
woke up,eat den bathe...
den now blogging..
now having sore throat,headache n cough..
haiyooo sickening siaa.........
till here...

those ppl hu are sick out there,get well soon..

i love you one and only elyandi...

Yesterday...
Walk arounf the tampines central area..mcm bdk gyler,takde umah,nbodoh n loads more...yana was sick so she left early...:(get well soon...den me n amalia jln2....aft skewl went mac.den tm den cs den back to tm den to t1 den back to tm....hahahahahas....patak alek cni saner..den kiter turon escalotor courts...2 kali taw jln ctu..cm bdk step aner nyer kaye jek..hahas..takder kerje tgk2 washing machine n fidge...wakakakakak....den org salesman tuh tgk kiter satu mcm...hahas...den ddk pat t1 rooftop yg ader kerosi...den went eastpoint to eat kfc...mum belanjer...coz tak masak....

Today...
DRAW WITH CRECENTS GIRLS......amirah 07' aka captain/defender n shafiqah 09' foward tak dtg...omgg!!!but stilll we are able to atleast draw...rather than kalah rite...amirah...!get well soon yeah...den aft comming back frm teck whye,eat....amalia blanjer dorang....i dont mind she didnt blanjer me...cos i buy food quite early...

den ddk pat semi...den............n......amalia was the 1st to knoe bout it...hehe....den qinah.... wth,najihah tao...but she didnt noe something bout it....den went home...friday kalo tak baru jerh nak puaser..den ader training...mayb aft skewl jumpe elyandi jap...so...hmmm....till here...

today will be the day that i will remember.....i love u....

my computer got virus so wont b upfating much....sialan punyer virus...>.<"arghhhh!!!! aft skewl was shocked to nampak coach pat skolah jdyk sumer cabot dawi skola sblm coach nmpk kiter n aderkn training.... went fr our own training....shocked...y?i actually can run more than wat i xpected...ran/jog all the way with fatin... :) den gy makan..den went cs n went home. just now cikgu aku cal umah carik aku,but was bathing so mxged her...den blablablabla.... den now doing nthg xcept mxging elyandi..... N did i tell u SYAAKIRAH got the same hp as mine...??sebok arh...hahas...jk....
my sista perh...segale2 nyerh samer....
till here ppl...tatas..

is he my mr. right...?i don want to fall in love for some1 hu dosent even loves me....like my past 3 ex in a row..... 8( ..haizz....gawd...the lyfe of mine has changed.....aloottt.....

hahas....
he made me smile with his poems..

didnt xpect hym to say thode 3 werds in the poem.....hmm...late at nite...mayb going to puser tomoro...den gonna mit hym..p.e was fun today..took pics...but some ar private...only can b viewed in my phone...gmbr sume muker mcm taik..n i look like ****a in those pics...wth sia..guess it urself...aft skewl went eastpoint..teman amirah o7 bile hockey grip.den i head home while yana n amlis gi pasir ris....sowie tak dpt ikot korang...went home n bathe n sleep....till 8.30...den blablabla...

i was happy went for a while...
the earlier past of the post...
coz he was happy...
den i read thru dent my mood changed.
the last few sentence...
haizzz........
does she noe dat i kinda,
not dat really okae with her...?
hmmmmmm...ntah larhs...

AIN,SOWIE FOR JUST NOW SCOLDING YOU!SERIOUSLY I DINT MEAN TO SCOLD YOU...
u disturb me at the wrong tyme...aku dah tga stress (before game) sia ngan game...sowiee...i noe i was being like a .......ouh nvm....

guess wat?i sent the wrong mxg to the wrong person..AGAIN!!!!!fuck sia...bodo me...

k den had tournament....kalah...0-2..against st. nicks(dono hot to spell)..den every1 play..yey!did dyana play..?i 4got...den dlm bus cikgu mcm sial...beboal panjang...n yeah luckily me n amalia got a long skirt...longer than the others...whee!lucky us...but still quite the same.-.-hahas...den head home.
just had dinner 10.45p.m...den cannot sleep so blogged...till here...

hey ppls...now currently having d&t...yesterday went tm with erah n amalia...den met a*** at library...den ate otah2...again....den head home...todae nthg happen...yet.damn bored..bodo nyer laptop takder v.7..bodo sunggoh!kene larh uat pat umah...den kirah bad luck again...tak bleyh masok comp dier since last week...sedeyh per....den bobal2...den blog hopping...33 min to recezz!!!!!!!eat eat...yum2.....tga lapar siak....eyh....ouh..ok...wani da start mepek..hahas.....sampai di sini sahaje!bbye ppls...

50% happiness

25% hatred

25% sadness..

sowie qinah tak dpt dtg ur brothers wedding...:(

Yesterday
yesterday was totally a fun day for me only in the familia...
went tm early in the morning....
abt 11 reach there...went food culture to eat...
i ate tom yum noodless....wheee...
den went to aries to buy hair tie...
my fav colour like usuals....
den went Bata to buy new skewl shoe...
u will noe wat type of shoe i bot tomoro k...
den went to tm from cs...
book an early ticket...abt 1 n half hours earlier..
den went singtel...
to check abt all our plans all...
mine n my bro can upgrade...-.-
actually my mom wanted to terminate my line so....
den in the end i got a new phone....
yeyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!
super damn happy sia....!
its a pink phone...
finally a pink phone in my lyfe...
hahahahs...
since shafiqah 09 says LG is a good brand for the type
of fone i wanted to buy so bot LG Viewty....
paid $48 for it...
den went to watch TRANSFORMERS...
it was totally nyyce....
my bro slept for 20 mins during the show...
even my mum slept for a while...
den went to eat..den went home..

Today
chatting with yandi n yanaaaa....
transferring songs from all phone to new fone..
i think its going to take abt 2+h...
bathed for 20 mins n still the phone only sent 8 songs..-.-
its freaking damn long sia....
sowie yandi cannot mxg u..
coz my bill dah confem2 melambong...
txt u on wed or thu k..
now is early in the morning...
many thigs haven done yet...haizz....
till here...

yey..later goint to watch transformers.....
i noe im slow...others have watch it...
going to watch with sis n bro...
not sis with abg omar....
actually cant go out today..
so went out with my damn bro...
mum went to whitesands..
for her face thingyy....
tomoro is sunday....
mayb going out...
n btw i self-cut my hair...
hahas...my hair not fringee...
i layerd the back of my hair...
dosent make much difference...
in the end,collected abt 1 bowl of hair...!
hahas...dats alot....so yeah...
mum didnt know bt it..
if she noes im going to get a scream frm her...
i wish u cud cut my hair....
she wants me to have long hair...-.-..
haizz....till here.....

pagy2 aku dah bgn...
pagy2 yandi dah mxg aku...
pagy2 dorang da pegy ndp..
mendak siott pat umah...
hope im going out later wif sis...
sat is soo boring these few mnths...
ppl all got ndp...
tak bleyh chat,tak bleh kua...
haiyyoooo......
no1 is on9....
like every1 larhs sng kater...
i seriously dono wat to do...
blog hopping from here to dare...
read yana's blog,airah's blog...
read wasylah's blog...
going to read erah's n qinah's aft diz...
n yeah i got $10...
yippie yey!!!!
bleyh shop fr things...
kalo tak pon safe jerh...
in the end pkai jugak perh...
haiiizzzz......

its going to b a short post...
no mood to post....
altogether 4 period todae..
1st 3 period no teacher..
hahas...gerk perh....
slack here n dare...
just now celeb zul's bdae...
pat sunpla...
cakes,drinks n all...
went to buy otah2...
blablabla...
head home with yana...
n here i am...
till here ppl..
bbye...

today nthg happen..maths i slept..hist n maths cikgu tak dtg..i hate the maths relief teacher...n we like kene blajar!walao...haiyo...mt slack..kene uat pantun...i never ever did it in my whole lyfe..limit2 i ask my mum fr help...aft skewl nthg happen...qinah n erah uat malay project pt skewl library..me,yana n amalia went tm inter there....they ate at kfc..i was fasting aniwae..tak psl...den change money pat money changer...aku yg kene tukar!haizzz...tak pernah2 aku uat..i dont like doing things i never ever did...den head home..it was early..reached home abt 3+..den bathe..den sleep...woke up then makan...den did abit of dnt sketchup...n im tired..im going to doze off really2 early today...k larhs..till here..BByE!

the day started off normally...dnt..1st lesson jerh da kai laptop...do the sketch up thingy..syaakirah nyer takbley kai..so shared with me..i draw a cemetry...R.I.P A***..hahahas...then draw house..nthg to do..mcm budak kecyk...den recess...den mt...a slept fr a while..mendak gyler...den a left my PRECIOUS NIKE WATER BOTTLE!!!tuh preasent taw...!so i force myself to go uo n take all by myslef...scary sia...seram seyh wen u go i den ppl look at u...coz ur like sesat pat ctuh...n bad,bad,bad,bad, luck...guess urself wat happen..take oredi den went down..den buat maen ngan boggle cikgu nyer thingy..

den hist....it was fun..but everyone hates it xcpet me....hahas...i et to noe frm saqinah dat in the only 1 in the whole class laugh at Mr Foo's lame jokes...i get to noe n was like wth...im the only 1...!!eventhough its lame...a bit funneyh..so laugh larh..dats wat i always do...den aft skewl...went ntuc..buy qinah's stuff n my SUSHI!!!hehes....den went mac...den bli card pakau,den walk to library...almost sesat..hahahahahahs...padahal dah gy sane beribu-ribu kaly seyh..hahas....den zul came..with his cutt-ed hair...den alep came...dan amalai left...den alep left...den i left..den all went home..