Sunday, January 31, 2010
yesterdae had gane wif scc.won3-1.den went to tamp west cc.many things happen otw there.me,yana n qinah like laugh a lot,lagyk2 psl bus driver tuh...go read at qinah's blog.den watch dem play.played taiti but different version wif di n he lost 4 times in a row.hahas....played german taiti wif hakeem n he won den kene blanje dhe air grape...den saw kirah,talk to her fr a while den she had 2 go.den bro called den go home.nary the boys nye game dorang kalah.since di dont 1 2 talk abt it den nvm luh.bbye
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
hey humans...tak sangke korang bace blog aku yg mendak nie...today mr kahar nvr come n were suppose to deco the class n things r wif hym bt den he nvr come-.-".so just go on doing...so rushed to mit di den went tm alone.bot some stuff den head back to school.spraypaint our peace,put background,do noticeboard n were done fr the day.tomoro were continuing aft our tournament...cant wait to c our final end deco...its gonna b nyce...
Sunday, January 24, 2010
i wished im dead bfore the year 2010...seriously...wat i wanted always dosent happen.aku seriously nk lupekn di.seriously.selagi aku tk lupekn dhe,selagi 2 luh aku akn ttp merane.but how??almost evrydae its either i c his face or hear his name frm ppl around me.the moment dat happens,i got no mood fr anything n home it is wen im done wif things i nid to do...my lyfe is so miserable this year...=(=(im always invisible n unnoticed...im wont b able 2 sleep tonite...n wani,stop being jealouse of her?can?tata..
thanks erah,firah,amalia n qinah fr b-ing dare fr me...as fr my 1 n only gf,u were wif hym not me,n said nthg so 2 me but wat can i do rite.u n hym dont understand how i felt.seriously.only god noes...if u find me nt treating u like i used 2,den im sorry fr being dat way...i get so mad wif evrything,lagyk2 kalo nmpk muke laki 2,bt i still syg hym abit.pk2 alek ader bagoz nye aku dah break ngan dhe,takya saket ati n mate n binget2 nie sume...tapy sedyh uh,kehilangan seseorang yang susah dicari selama ini...
c-ing his pictures made me cry...dis was not wat i wanted.i didnt xpect it to end so soon...sometimes things ar not meant 2 b told eventhough u feel like pouring it out to dat some1 u love...bcoz of my damn feelings dat i cant keep it to myself,i suffer,he did suffer but some1 was dare fr hym,bt me,no1...the person i nid most was not dare fr me...it dosent mean i look okae i feel okae deep inside...u got all the attention u nid...no1 really understand how i felt bt some ppl tried 2 n i reli appreciate them
hello humans...im like stress fr dono wat reason...me n di is like...idk wat to say...our relationship went down the drain but he will still remain in my heart till dono wen...many things happened...i just wish im half dead nw...dares so many things on my mind...class is damn suckish,form teachers especialy...frens?firah jek.yg laen sume tk rapat.nw im having a sore throat n coughing here n there...haiz.mendak sia tkde org nk txt wif.tkpe luh...bbye humans...
Sunday, January 10, 2010
this year idk wether its goin 2 b suckish as last year or fun like the past two years...while watching myself in the mirror n txting di,some1 called n bla3.txt him den he said smthg which made me sad...n confuse...its like my 1 n only chance but i cant bcoz i dont want to hurt di's feelings...haiz...god wat shud i do...?