Wednesday, June 30, 2010
hello dearest humanstoday was fun luh...start skewl late...went to buy epok2 n chocolate...erah n qinah puase...hmmm...went to class...blablabla...dnt mkn chocolate..hahas...den cikgu bad mood n stuff....den had physics last period.NEW TEACHER.MR HAROLD GOH.fun luh dier.sayang dier.best taw.1st day jek dah uat xperiment luar class...hahas...campak botol 'unbreakable' dari tingkat 3 & 4 n see it fly down...den finallt break aft 7 years of dropping.hahas...the bottle top only...hahas...sedyh...tapy overall fun..cumer dhe ajar cpt ckeet...sumer physics cikgu ajar kte,ajar peh cpt...nvm luhs..we behind time anyway...hope he last long ajar class kite...smpi next year o levels taw.gd news.class kiter dah luh hancor.hod chemistry,hod ss,hod physics ajar class kiter.best peh.i wish hod maths ajar kiter.confem aku pass nyerh.den recess my dearest teddybear..cute...ahahas..k stop.aft skewl gy t1...at diva something happen.k den went cs.den went home.sleep...like usual 4 hrs..whee~.woke up n txt hym...k luhs tata
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
hi manusier2.bukak skola was like shitty.saket ati saket mater.mcm nk balek jek.btw esok skola start lambat.ape lagyk tido lmbt uh.hehes.its near 12 am now.esok ader dnt. n tkder maths!wohooo!enjoy sia pat skola.tapy sedyh dnt 1 period jek.-.-.buat luh the whole day dnt.okae jugak perh.meceyh ingt seyh bdk laki sume bully cikgu Mr Lim..hahas sial jek dorang...bobal sarcastic sume.dah pena kene complaint pon.thingshave change alot.i still daydream at class.standard.dats y i sit infront mcm goodgril.rite...hhas..shit sia aku bobal nary.nie luh biler tga hyper.tga binget ngan org.bace blog blog murt tros maki2 sia dlm hati.watever..i hate wen guys say i love u but they say it like it dosent mean anything.kua dari mulot tapy dlm ati tkder pape.shit sia.den jgn ckp luh bodo.tadyk aft skewl kecoh.cockroaches evrywhere!geli sia.talking abt cockroaches,it reminds me of azman...dhe tuh takot ngan coackroaches smpi unexplainable.hahas.serious sey.tadyk like mcmader 30 cockroaches everywhere....ewww....ader mcm spiderman.hahas.btw im done with karangan melayu.finally man.weeehuuuu....!k luhs tata!gd nite humans
Sunday, June 27, 2010
I want this camera so badly!!!its a palaroid camera like those antiques...urrghhh...any1 want to buy for me...??i want the pink 1...gosh my bdae maceyh lagyk lamer..haiya...k luhs tata
Saturday, June 26, 2010
hey humansfinally skewl is starting soon...kinda happy n kinda not...still havent do my hw...padahal 1 jek sia...melayu thingy...yg laen subs tkder..hehe...untk aku jek...last day of skewl tk dtg...=)hehes...so yeah mayb later going out to vivo or bugis with wasylah n adilah...wheee...smlm otp with Mi...den he remind me dat skewl opening oso his bdae.i was like fuck.i 4get...urgghh....blm blikn preasents....dher mintak baju ngan sua...aku kayer nah kepe...he wears all those branded stuff...-.-..its been quite a long tyme otp with hym...den he gtg...den was abt to sleep den he called...yey!talk for an hour...but he was kinda boring...he was abit serious dat tyme...ntah luh knape...talk for an hour....den arnd 3+ went to sleep....i miss so many ppl....hmmm...wat shud i wear later....i always wear dress...-.-.hmm...k luhs tata.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
hey humans...went for fb training just now..okae luh...fun...tady bnyk kene marah....aft training went to eat at rasa 21...and saw my cutest primary skewl ex..amirul...he saw me at waved at me twice...hahas...cute...i still remember me n amirah vgi gado ngan each other for dat 1 guy...ahas..childish times...skrg kiter 2 dah okae...hahas...i mish hym luhs...hahas...hari tuh me n murt tga jln den kiter bertembung den he give me this look...-.-'takper....im single now...so ppl wont give me looks..hehes...im bored....tadyk pat rasa 21 elwa uat kekek sia...dhe ngan jokes dhe biler tga sembahyang.sembahyang amazing race.....hahas...sembahyang sambil tga tb n mxg or...ahahahas...wth seyh manusier2 nieh sume....just finish with damn yog reflection...kene mara ngan mak jin psk tak uat...-.-'...den kene photocopy result slip..ingt taw bdk2 hockey...k luhs tata!bye!
yey mi n hym are back frm JB..=)
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
hey humans...Yesterday
had training at TP as usual..had fitness...miss chin...-.-'paham2 uuh luh eyhk biler dher ader....did suicide from 25 to baselind then 50 den back to baseline...nvm...u all wont understand...did it for 20mins under the freaking hot sun.then had a break..a quite long one...den coach came...did some drills...den it rain heavily...no shelter....so yeah stop den waited for the rain to stop...evry1 was happy...coach took shelter under under 1 of the boys nye umbrella.he said,ashame we girls didnt bring umbrella...the boys did.like 5 umbrellas.girls none.den i said 'we HOCKEY girls'.no need umbrella...so like....girlish...den he said correct..-.-"den played in the rain...den play game wen the rain stop....hahas funneyh...ain fall flat...mustaqim fall directly infront of hym..luckily she didnt fall over hym...hahas...at last the girls won..1-0..hudah score...den change,eat n went home...at home,bathe den sleep for 4 hrs=).
today...woke up...txt hym,he didnt replied...wat on earth is he doing....ouh yes we otp yesterday..i was moody...n he cheered me up..like seriously...with his mepekness n we talk crappy stuff....n today its raining....haizz....so boring ddk umah jek...played plants vs zombies just now...hahas..fun...k luhs till here...tata...ouh yes,Mi went JB,he txt me yesterday tanye nk kirim apape tk...blablabla...he went for a day...k luhs tata
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Yest went to firah's chalet...qinah couldnt tag along coz she havent come back frm malaysia i think.k luhs im lazy to post actually...now im contacting nazrul....???hahas...yeah hym...teddybear=).mine not urs.hehes.den yest talk for a while with mi....den put down,dah ngatok tido!k bye.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
i learnt dat never ever love someone with all ur heart because he/she is not urs forever and u will get hurt 1 day....
i read ur blog,now i noe u had some1 else.i was stupid to love u with all my heart.
i read ur blog,now i noe u had some1 else.i was stupid to love u with all my heart.
hey...
im bored...so yeah on comp for the 3rd time in a day....so yeah...just had my dinner....den on comp...ouh gosh....mi is still asleep....n im bored luhs...suddenly this guy name hafiz...frm siglap dulu txt me,ask me how am,ask me if im single den ask me for stead.walao....crazy uhh....siow.n he kinda sweettalks....i hate sweettalkers.go die luh...haish....im bored...........i....m............. b....o....r....e....d....!hehe...k luhs tata!
im bored...so yeah on comp for the 3rd time in a day....so yeah...just had my dinner....den on comp...ouh gosh....mi is still asleep....n im bored luhs...suddenly this guy name hafiz...frm siglap dulu txt me,ask me how am,ask me if im single den ask me for stead.walao....crazy uhh....siow.n he kinda sweettalks....i hate sweettalkers.go die luh...haish....im bored...........i....m............. b....o....r....e....d....!hehe...k luhs tata!
Friday, June 11, 2010
hey...im bored...so yeah on comp...still i havent do my hw...malas luhs...melayu nye karangan...boring....isnt dare any homeworh dat is fun???sume nye boring boring...haizzz....im going shopping tomoro...well not really...just buying some stuff..ajak mum kua nary bt she didnt want to...she told me dat tomoro she give me money den i go out with sis.hu the hell want to go out with her...dat fcking sister.klua jek keje dhe.keje rumah sume aku yg kene uat.pantat kau luh.so anyone want to shop with me tomoro....?sape2 nk temankan i...?shud ask my 2 shopping partners Mi n adilah...well c ferst luhs...now i got arnd $40+...i wonder how much mum will give me tomoro..hmmm....k luhs till here aites..tata!
hey humans....
im bored at home....its freaking hot here....the weather so hot these days....mum not working today...mc...hmmm...mi still at his chalet...yesterday otp with hym for a while...den he get _____....n he sounds wierd n different...mcm baru bangon tido..ahahas....n guess wat,i dreamnt of hym this morning....so much of wanting go fishing with hym..-.- i dreamnt dat i went fishing with hym...den he caught a fish,den he let it go...-.-..?den blablabla...wont elaborate it here...den txt hym in the morn..arnd 11..hes awake...dats early...den he complain he's body is aching...haiyo...a i miss hym luhs.. k luhs till here..tata
im bored at home....its freaking hot here....the weather so hot these days....mum not working today...mc...hmmm...mi still at his chalet...yesterday otp with hym for a while...den he get _____....n he sounds wierd n different...mcm baru bangon tido..ahahas....n guess wat,i dreamnt of hym this morning....so much of wanting go fishing with hym..-.- i dreamnt dat i went fishing with hym...den he caught a fish,den he let it go...-.-..?den blablabla...wont elaborate it here...den txt hym in the morn..arnd 11..hes awake...dats early...den he complain he's body is aching...haiyo...a i miss hym luhs.. k luhs till here..tata
hey humans
i was sick yesterday...=(n the day bfore dt was bz at home...no time to update my blog...so im gonna update it now....past few days have been otp with dear mi...i miss hym luhs...lots of stories....time flies so slow wen i otp with hym...like seriously seyh...rase mcm dah 3 jam tapy check baru 1 jam..-.-...den dhe ceritekan psl ite life dier...hahas suare blm pecah....ahahahahas....n he kept calling me buncit-.-"n i keep calling hym papan.....evrytime wen i go to bed he will say ily...i wanted to say but i fell like as thought something is stoping me...idk luhs...today i didnt went out...boring....mi going his 3 day chalet later...shall not call hym tonite... i want money luhs...i want to go shopping....k luhs tata
i was sick yesterday...=(n the day bfore dt was bz at home...no time to update my blog...so im gonna update it now....past few days have been otp with dear mi...i miss hym luhs...lots of stories....time flies so slow wen i otp with hym...like seriously seyh...rase mcm dah 3 jam tapy check baru 1 jam..-.-...den dhe ceritekan psl ite life dier...hahas suare blm pecah....ahahahahas....n he kept calling me buncit-.-"n i keep calling hym papan.....evrytime wen i go to bed he will say ily...i wanted to say but i fell like as thought something is stoping me...idk luhs...today i didnt went out...boring....mi going his 3 day chalet later...shall not call hym tonite... i want money luhs...i want to go shopping....k luhs tata
Im happy again to b friends with Mi(E1)!
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
he just broke my heart....this is the price i haf to pay when having relationships.....
IM BORED...i nid to get out of this house...hilangkan stress...fill my time with things dat make me happy..sitting at home,i just cant stop thinking of you.i noe i shouldnt b thinking of you..ppl says dat i deserve a better guy than u...mayb they ar rite.i wasted my time thinking of you...urgghhhhh!!!i still think im stupid...choosing u over Mi,i noe dat if i lose Mi,i wont get hym back,n i noe we wont last long...but i took a risk choosing u over my best friend.urgghhh..stupid me...i did cry when i have to let Mi go,coz i noe i will regret it 1 day...but its over....cant do anything bout it...i still remember,the day went u ask me fr a stead again,i remember about the relationship we had before...i was scared dat if i accept u,u wud end our relationship bcoz of stupid reasons...i knew u hadnt change...but again i took a risk by having u again in my life...n the same thing happen again...we broke up for a stupid reason.haizzzz......i wonder how long i will b single.....trying to enjoy lyfe.........
IM SINGLE!yeah,broke up with murt yesterday...bcoz he said he has no feelings towards me anymore...den he said he didnt want us to b together.he want all this to end quickly.so okae luh ask him for break eventhough i dont want to....i had to let him go...i told myslef,he's not worth crying for...den wts all those'gd nite sleep tite sweet dreams i love you muacks' things..?u dont mean it?den dont say luh.aniwae,i appreciate a lot of u telling me the truth,rather than make me a total idiot.thank you luh eyhk....mayb im the reason for our broken relationship but.....ntah luh....hmmm...biarkan luh...me n hym ar like friends???hahas...rite....so much of me wanting it...btw today is our 2nd monthsary.broke up yesterday.so it didnt happen.woke up this morning with a headache again...not enough rest i think..slept late n woke up early in the morn...had runny nose the moment i woke up...damn it..k luhs till here..tata
im not a girl dat u can just step over my head n take advantage of me.i have feelings n i have my limits to my tolerance.if u think ur unhappy about wat ive said,tell me n i will let u go.
im not a girl dat u can just step over my head n take advantage of me.i have feelings n i have my limits to my tolerance.if u think ur unhappy about wat ive said,tell me n i will let u go.
Monday, June 7, 2010
hey humanstoday training was okae....it was drizzling throughout the whole training n it was cold...did some drills..learn new things...its a combination of sweep n slap i think.den do some drills again..coach had fun with sec 1=.="...den played game...didnt haf fitness...actually wanted but no time.=)it was raining heavily den pack up den ended training...went to cahnge to dry clothes den went to eat...had chicken rice.den went home....reach home i wanted to sleep,but damn neighbour renovated their house n its frekaing noisy luh seyh.i was irritated...aft 2 hrs den i fall asleep...woke up txt b fr a while n eat..n aft dat here i am...had a headache....felt different too...because of he rain i think....tomoro is our 2 months...mayb not celebrating or celebrate late...-.-he's always bz...haizz..k luhs tata
hey humans...ignore the post below...just frustrated with IT things nowadays...woke up early in the morn...830 in the morn just aft evry1 left for work....golek2 till 11.....b replied my mxg earlier on...otp for a while....he was freaking sleepy....and annoyed with the childish/mepek tv shows...hahas..hes a grown up boy but still love pokemon...hahas...cute...aft 10min of talking,hung up the fone and he went back to sleep....eat n on comp...chat with ilyana bout hockey camp n tomoro's training...den had to go n do some household chores.den back to comp.....waiting for b to wake up...his still asleep like a baby...so loooong..............im gonna b dead fr tomoro's training...the usuals ar not coming for trining....mayb soon they will b gone...haizzz...okae luhs..bye
fuck luh my computer speakers ar spoiled.damn u ass!y do u haf to spoil now.shit u luh.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
hey humans..will update bout yest..it was damn fun..kan didi..??yeah...went out..too bad wasylah miss the fun...waited didi at afgan den took 12 to lavender ica building...actually can take mrt,faster but i don 1...so yeah had a long journey den drop there...then b give me directions...den kite sesat!saw this 1 big stadium den got community building...jln2 den sandal aku putos.sial btl...dah binget,dah sesat...so kite nake taxi...2 minit jek dlm taxi as it was damn dekat.$3.80 flyaway already...den sampai jugak...pat maner..?Beach road Golden Mile...=)yey...den jln2...called abg where the kedai he buy his bag...den jln2 n found it.den buy my Manhattan Portage bag,get fwee roxy slippers some more...just wat i needed...it was $40....cheap luh rather than $100+...n its blue...no other colour..stock dabez.. den walk arnd the mall...disgusting taw...ader wet pasar pat dlm mall...-.-"can imagine...?luckily dkt ngan entrance so got some air... n its so unhygenic..eww...wont say wat...
den dono how to go bugis,n mls untok sesat2 nie sume....so took cab again...5.80...5mins only...hahas..phatetic..walk aroungd at bugis st....buy black long tube..$5...jln2....saw this Bright highliter pink Manhattan Portage backpack...geram..fuck luh..if only i got loads of money...den didi buy this vintage shorts....den jln2 n i buy a purple wallet...$4 buy aunty give me $3..hehes....den went to eat.....at mac...had mc spicy....didi had mac chicken...den jln2 lagyk at diva den went back to bugis st den went home...took 12...didi was a bit late..she can drop at bedok but she dont noe how..-.-..hahas...k den she drop at afgan jek...sampai uma dah penat...fuhh..wat a day...b was irritated sitting at home kene layan adek sedare dhe..hahas..too bad...if not i went out with hym already...den otp with hym...den went to my lalaland...
woke up 1.30 in the afternoon...no1 at home...k luhs..tata...
Friday, June 4, 2010
hey...yesterday was boring...today is another boring day...b is always bz...jgn harap aku dpt klua ngan dhe...haizz....dearest boyf was sick yesterday...so yeah he sleep alot...like babi he says...hahas...at nite i was about to sleep arnd 11pm coz i noe he's asleep,suddenly phone rang...picked up n its b....he'sat home alone n bored...so we otp for quite some time...i was sleepy...but den i 1 2 talk 2 hym so terpakse tahan luh....talk2...den i got moody....of some stuff....den talk2...he became sleepy....so said gd bye n he's off to bed...it was arnd early 12+...i couldnt sleep...thinking of somethings...den my eyes finally shut arnd 1.30am....
woke up early this morn....arnd 830...golek golek..txt b....abt to sleep he reply..blablabla....went back to sleep....he txt,i woke up...n he went for sembahyang...n here i am....tomoro we going out...he promise....so frustrating just wanting to go out with hym...buzy guy...-.-.k luhs tata
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
here's a story of how i met Rahami Idzuan,Mi or E1...i was sec 1 dat tyme..baru masok east view..-.-"den 1 of my ex from my primary skewl,faiz give my no. to his cousin,Mi..without me knowing..-.-"den kiter kenal2 luhs....den kiter stead...but not for long...k den i was still in malay dance dat tyme...syaakirah still my bestfriend...kiter 2 gy jumpe Mi daera skola...he was 2 years older than me..so he was sec 3,skola bedok north.....jumpe,dhe plak charac,dat tyme luhs...me n kirah ddk diam jek while he isap rokok...den we went off...to me he was not dat handsome or hot dat tyme...i care for looks luh dat tyme...to me he's not hot but too kirah he was damn hot...den i say to kirah...'kau nk dier..?amek uh...'hahas...evil of me..but i still love hym luhs...mataer perh...so yeah i didnt give hym to bestfriend....den blablabla aft few days kiter break..almost a month i think.... then it was may or june,kiter stead balek....stead for 4 months...den break...den now were friends....he is in ite yishun now...doing aerospace....he was an xpress student but ....so went ite...now he looks much2 hotter den last tyme...he is a guy yg suke melawa...stakat gy chalet,pakaian mcm nk gy town..ahahahas....k luhs till here..tata...ouh crap!i just remember he's birthday is on the 28 of june...ouh damn...must buy him preasents....