Saturday, July 23, 2011
hi blog..........i got no mood...............its kinda weird though.........ok he told me he drink.......suddenly mixed feelings...........sad,disappointed........angry...?not so luh.....i tot i wouldnt care....i said i wouldnt care but my heart suddenly feels different..........haish............gosh y am i feelings like this......he not my bf.......i cant do or say anything.......suke ati kau lah..........mayb ture lah,when u haf status 'mataer' everything different........scold here n there....fight day n night.......so somehow idw to be in a reltaionship with him but i noe he want to coz he talk to me about it.....idk luh...all i noe.....i love him. =)